literally an adult but still cries in public!!!

stop!!jangan umpat dlo!that's me im talking about!!!

okay..here's the story..basically im going to be graduating for my sarjana muda this coming end of nov (fyi)..so skrg ne actually mood2 mo konvo laaa...skalinya....

booom!!

bang!!!

screeettt.............

(suppose to be bunyi Apocalypse la)

cek2 website myhutang ums, ada pla hutang rm3250!!!WTF??

*general knowledge la kan, ada hutang = x konvo..

it's actually the peruntukan from universiti for a school program, the Dean's Cup, in which i was the treasurer..and the rm3250 is the total amount of the pruntukan...i was positively sure it was the activity report that wasn't submitted in time!!!(and just now, a fact that was just stated by the "secretary", that she didn't even submitted it properly and didn't get the resit penghantaran dan penerimaan)..

sooo i was crying the whole day saturday about this..literally stopped when my dad offered to pay it..not because of relief,but because of the guilt..so i stopped crying to lessen the worry of my dad..but deep inside, i kept on continuing worrying...

it's not like it's my fault..(okay,it is my fault because i accepted the Bendahari/treasurer post)..but i did did my work flawlessly..i even submitted my FINANCE report within two weeks after the program finishes..and even prettily arranged the receipts in categories..

WHAT A WASTE OF TIME!!!

and just now, i went to see my aunt who works in the canselori..and she made some calls and ask me to see the penolong bendahari..he was sooo nice about it but eventually i cried in front of him since he mentioned me with -helding my convocation if we didnt get the original receipts...luckily i always carry tissues in my bag..but he was very nice..even calmed the grown-old-girl from continuing crying..

and now??im in killing-mode!!very pissed off because it wasn't my fault the least...and since the person responsible is a human, i simply couldn't possible kill her right???RIGHT???(and plus,she's my bestfriend)..*sigh