ok..im ok now..kinda fun actually..back to my old habits, boy watching n stuff, BUT still remain frenz with S..on my previous post,after i re-read it,i think its kinda harsh n me, very2 emotional..bikin malu sya..haha!!i still see him at class,sumtyms we even go together2 with all my frenz..it's fine oledi..this week la..
LAST WEEK!!!i was lyk a crazy old menopausable lady..kahkah!!just the 1st week kan,seeing him everywhere i go..my god..it was horrible..he even made it lyk he moved on faster than me..he was jalan2ing wit his frenz..fyi, girl friends..it was a stab straight to the heart..i ekceli dun lyk 1 of his church fren..let me name her V..
the story is,she (V) wanted to go camping at god knows where, and wanted to borrow a sleeping bag..since S is from School of forestry, same as me, obviously we hv all those camping gadjets la..
HOWEVER, she dun want boy's one,she wants girls one..then S asked me la,can i lend her my sleeping bag..so i said yes la..FYI,i havent met her yet when i said yes..so,the day after,me n S were waiting for a shuttle bus to go to 1B, n then we met her..
V came straight to S and asked abt the sleeping bag, n then S pointed at me and said, "dialah yang kasi pinjam sleeping bag untuk ko"..then i look at her la,trying to return the common-sensely gesture(gesture=smile,say than you ka, look at me shy2 ka then say thank you) when we meet the person that lend us the things that we want to borrow..
GUESS WHAT??!!
she didnt even lay her eyes on me, let alone made eye contact with me..she just belok ke kiri and goooooo...what a stupid biatch!!i knowlaaaa she won KML model dlo when i was still i kml..hello!!even miss world would common-sensely smile,y the hell didnt u??the fame from KML mayb got to her head and made her cuckoo,cuckoo..
and moreover,she's not even cantik..muka dusun bandar,apa mau bangga??haiyah!then i tell S bout my ketidak-puashatian, then he backed her up..S bilang V malu..wtf??then i kasi terang lagi bersuluh abt what he didnt seem to notice, then baru dia ckp, yakan!!what a kura2,lmbt btol catch up..haha!!
last week got pesta tanglung at ums, so i go la with my frenz after a long day of selling at the expo..then S brought the whole church there,not all la,his gang la..then i saw the biatch face and then turned automatically emo..lol!i dun lyk her at all!!!haha!!
so now,im hapy..i hv a fren in need oledi..so i dun need S to be my besty oledi..lol~
i even noticed that im being rough and rude to S,just lyk usual..but this time,harder..lol~cant help it..he's just lyk my punching bag coz i can push him..hihi!!(my mum told me that once)..
o yeah,abt my dream last night..i cried during my sleep..i dreamt that my mum passed away..nauzubillah minzaliq..i cried my heart out..n then i woke up..thank god..then i called mum this morning and asked her what she was doing..she's alright..fuh!maybe that's God's way to make me cry n cleanse my soul..i havent cried since the big 'B' happen,so that just explains it..but i'd rather cry because of physical pain rather than spiritual pain..cant endure the dream anymore..i love my family....hihi!!
gtg...xoxo~~
LAST WEEK!!!i was lyk a crazy old menopausable lady..kahkah!!just the 1st week kan,seeing him everywhere i go..my god..it was horrible..he even made it lyk he moved on faster than me..he was jalan2ing wit his frenz..fyi, girl friends..it was a stab straight to the heart..i ekceli dun lyk 1 of his church fren..let me name her V..
the story is,she (V) wanted to go camping at god knows where, and wanted to borrow a sleeping bag..since S is from School of forestry, same as me, obviously we hv all those camping gadjets la..
HOWEVER, she dun want boy's one,she wants girls one..then S asked me la,can i lend her my sleeping bag..so i said yes la..FYI,i havent met her yet when i said yes..so,the day after,me n S were waiting for a shuttle bus to go to 1B, n then we met her..
V came straight to S and asked abt the sleeping bag, n then S pointed at me and said, "dialah yang kasi pinjam sleeping bag untuk ko"..then i look at her la,trying to return the common-sensely gesture(gesture=smile,say than you ka, look at me shy2 ka then say thank you) when we meet the person that lend us the things that we want to borrow..
GUESS WHAT??!!
she didnt even lay her eyes on me, let alone made eye contact with me..she just belok ke kiri and goooooo...what a stupid biatch!!i knowlaaaa she won KML model dlo when i was still i kml..hello!!even miss world would common-sensely smile,y the hell didnt u??the fame from KML mayb got to her head and made her cuckoo,cuckoo..
and moreover,she's not even cantik..muka dusun bandar,apa mau bangga??haiyah!then i tell S bout my ketidak-puashatian, then he backed her up..S bilang V malu..wtf??then i kasi terang lagi bersuluh abt what he didnt seem to notice, then baru dia ckp, yakan!!what a kura2,lmbt btol catch up..haha!!
last week got pesta tanglung at ums, so i go la with my frenz after a long day of selling at the expo..then S brought the whole church there,not all la,his gang la..then i saw the biatch face and then turned automatically emo..lol!i dun lyk her at all!!!haha!!
so now,im hapy..i hv a fren in need oledi..so i dun need S to be my besty oledi..lol~
i even noticed that im being rough and rude to S,just lyk usual..but this time,harder..lol~cant help it..he's just lyk my punching bag coz i can push him..hihi!!(my mum told me that once)..
o yeah,abt my dream last night..i cried during my sleep..i dreamt that my mum passed away..nauzubillah minzaliq..i cried my heart out..n then i woke up..thank god..then i called mum this morning and asked her what she was doing..she's alright..fuh!maybe that's God's way to make me cry n cleanse my soul..i havent cried since the big 'B' happen,so that just explains it..but i'd rather cry because of physical pain rather than spiritual pain..cant endure the dream anymore..i love my family....hihi!!
gtg...xoxo~~
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