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Tuesday, 22 September 2009

shit does happen to good people...

i use to think that shit happens to people who deserves it..for example; ppl steal,ppl get caught n thrown to jail and rot in hell..haha!!that is one of them..im looking for the exact word that can describe it..KARMA!!!yeah...karma is the best word to describe it..(however upon realizing the word,i kinda feel i deserve it)..
1 thing that's nvr happened to me my entire life was got dumped..n i just got dumped on the 2nd day of hari raya..(oh yeah,slmt hri raya semua..maaf zahir dan batin)..
this is how the day started..it was a wonderful 2nd day of raya..not in the mood of having an open house but what the heck..lots of ppl coming n many hands to shake..bla,bla,bla..i was texting my xbf as usual n he was replying me as usual..the usual thing..n then he told me he's going to the church to attend a ceramah about 'berdua lg baik'..i tot it was gonna be entertaining rather than religious, so i told him to have fun..after that ceramah, he text me and told me we needed to talk..after that i asked him,will it be sad and mengecewakan?then he said yes..
i know it the second he said yes that he wanted to breakup with me..and it's all because we perbezaan agama..huhu!!
i kept it to myself since that day until last night where he started to say things like 'mmg sy yg menentang untuk kta teruskan,bukn pasal pengaruh org lain'..that made me die inside n i cant take it anymore alone..last night was when i told aman abt all of this n made me cry my heart out..after talking to aman,i felt a lot better..plus,my exbf texted me at the same time..i dunno if it was a msg from above or sumthing,dunnola..hihi!!n that made me better too..
so i woke up late this morning,abt 9 am and went to the living room to find my sis n bro-in-law still here..there were spose to go back to sarawak today but still hadnt..my sis (who is pregnant) got stomach cramp n afraid that it will influence the baby, n my mom n bro went to the hospital la..then my exbf texted me good morning, then i replied morning(i dunno y i keep on replying him..routine i gez)..then he said morning too..apakah??then i said 'ur the one who texted me gud morning,then y the hell did u replied morning TOO??'then he started talking like usual and stuff..then i asked him,y r u acting normally?then he said, we can act like usual and hangout together, watch movies n stuff,but just as frenz..then i was like,wtf?do i look that stupid to be made as a companion just without the commitment..damn him!!
then my bff called me and asked 'apa cer?' coz she saw my status changed kan..then i go crying again telling her the same ol story..so tired of crying n telling,so after this, i'll just fwd my blogspot to my frenz to read..lol~
the moral of the story is, even shit happens to good people because god created karma...just like my old principal tuan haji wahid haji kapal always quoted in our morning assembly..my,my.nvr tot this could happen to me,but i gez i shud've seen it sooner..hello ppl,nvr got dumped??i was the one dumping!!!lol~karma's a bitch,but i was a bitch back then toooooo~~
therefore,wish me well and pray for my happiness in the near future, ppl..lol~

p.s: if there's any hot single guys out there,my phone no is 01354151xx...lol~

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