literally!
even i myself don't have the confidence to apply a spot in playing me..despite the bad acting skills and instinctive reflexes that might make ppl cry, being me aren't all rainbows and butterflies...
yeah, yeah..family who loves me, despite (another despite) 50% of the orang rumah not going to my convocation (not holding a grudge here!!!!!), checked! cukup makan and pakaian, checked! blurry future no more, checked!still hv all those things to be thankful of...but still, some problems could not be settled by money or love..yes Dumbledore!love is not everything, regardless of what u said to Harry in ALL 7 books!!and money, u know the drill right..that money is the root of all evil or money cant buy u happiness nonsense.. bla..bla.bla..but still i dun really understand what i am talking about..
the point is here, my life's complicated with my studies..my SV asked me to do a timeline for my project and just finished it up just now..and oh boy, DESPITE having no idea of what else am i going to do after the month of july, also saying that my timeline of finishing up my Msc is within 2 months short of a year (in which is total BS), a feeling of doubt starts seeping inside my head and heart...can i?will i be able to?what if....?and being typical Melissa, i worry all the time..DANG!
i still cant understand what i just wrote..never mind...
sy pun blur skejap bca ko pny post..... rilek mel..... sy pun sdg stress ni (despite of the holiday coming in a week).......ahahaa
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