in loving memory of my aunty Ayu...

one of my closest aunt died on Sunday...

she died battling with breast cancer in which was detected late...

(if not mistaken, the cancer was detected on the fourth stage)

her name was Aunty Ayu...

we even celebrated christmas together last year..

where we thought the cancer was already gone since she had undergone chemotherapy successfully without any significant weight loss and all...

she even proceeded her daily life as usual...

cooking, cleaning, sending Ruth (my cousin and their only child) to school, that is far far away from their resident and many more...

never thought she ended up losing with that strong spirit of her..

on that Sunday, mom called me at 5 a.m. in the morning...

and i knew something was wrong...

and i cried like hell for that entire day..

and also todayy!!

my dad asked me not to go for her funeral today..

and i felt superbad for not attending her funeral...

and cried again today in the office...

luckily everybody's gone to the akurjanji thingy...

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for the aunt who helped babysat me when i was still a toddler

and tolerated with my karenah...

you will be missed deeply.....

and may you rest in peace.....

p.s:i even texted uncle bonny last friday to tell him about the multivitamin that known to have the potential in curing nearly all diseases including cancer and HIV except for bacterial infection..apparently the information obtained was too late...

p.p.s: the multivitamin name is Usana, fyi..